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Perfectionism

I've been behind on my writing.  I have lots of ideas that I feel passionate about and when I go to put it onto paper, it's just not right.  I have started multiple posts trying to decide what to write, but just can't quite seem to get my words out correctly.  And so I thought, I'll wait another day.  Well that day turned into 2 weeks.   How often do we feel prompting to do something and when it just doesn't come as easily as it did the first few times, we justify and give up?  As I write this I realize I've done it more times then I am proud of.  I realize this is Satan's tool to get us not to stay fully committed to what God wants us to do!  What has God called you to do? I don't know about you, but I always feel a need to do things perfect.  This sense of perfectionism ends up holding me back from doing so many things or it spikes my anxiety and causes me to freeze in fear of failure.   While I list some of these events in m...

Broken or Beautiful ??

I've been struggling with everything going on in the world.  When did the whole world become a victim?  How did society become this way?  At what point did we forget that we have to move forward in life? My mind keeps reeling with this concept of victimization.  I found myself in that state for far too long and it was ruining my life!  The day that I realized I was only a victim to myself was the day I was able to wake up and move forward in life. In 2016 I was rear ended.  Little did I know that within a week of that car accident my day to day life would change.  Seven months before the accident I bought a gymnastics gym and was fulfilling a life long dream.  I thought life was perfect and I was doing everything I had ever wanted to do.  Then in a moment the impact slammed me into the headrest and life changed.   The trauma of that accident caused my body to shut down in ways I didn't even know were possible.  The enzymes in m...